Perferction
Artwork by Ashley Lemus ’26
Kellenberg Memorial's Literary Magazine
An important extracurricular part of the student life at Kellenberg Memorial is our literary magazine, Renaissance. Renaissance members meet weekly to write, read, and discuss literature and the arts. Our magazine, published in print annually each Spring and digitally throughout the year, contains the creative writings and artistic talents of students from grades six through twelve. The creativity in these poems, short stories, essays, and art is often learned about in the day-to-day work within our classrooms, but here they are expressed by our contributing student writers and artists. If you would like to see our webpage, please search kellenberg.org/phoenix on your browser and find us on the menu options.
Poetry by Aren Saraydarian ’26
There comes a time in lives of men in which it must be asked
Whether there is more to life than just a blank routine.
Are we just robots on repeat completing what is tasked?
Or is there hidden deep within a purpose yet unseen?
Each morning as you rise from slumber have you stopped to think,
Who gives me life and lets me rest until I rise again?
Between the lines in black and white there must be hidden ink
That tells the deeper meaning of the fleeting lives of men.
How old the world, how small a man, how great the universe,
For what will men recall my name when I have gone away?
What power could have made a world of creatures so diverse
And placed the stars that light the sky, the sun that rules the day?
What being made this universe so vast and so refined,
Yet still has time to wake me up and set me on my way?
What deity or demon could enlighten such a mind
That Aristotle, Galilei, or Einstein can’t outweigh?
Who but God Almighty could have set the earth in place,
And who but Him who made the world could set it on its pace?
To know the God of all the ages is to understand
That humankind is so much greater than a grain of sand.
The God of all creation has established me in love,
And though I fly astray, I shall return as Noah’s dove.
The valley may be dark and cold, yet I shall not despair.
The journey may be hard, yet my resolve shall never wear.
The day will come when I will breathe my final earthly breath,
Yet I shall never fear the empty promises of Death.
Although my body dies, the Lord shall raise me up to life,
And that’s the purpose of existence in this world of strife.
So never let the pains of life on earth defeat your heart,
Go out and live with joy before you from this world depart.
Go! Swim the oceans vast, ascend the hills and mountains high,
Sing songs of gladness toward the sky and hear the birds reply.
In all you do remember Him who gave it all to you,
Who gave you breath and raised the sun to bring each day anew.
Give thanks to Him who made the stars and trees with swaying leaves,
Who made the flowers of the earth, who light in darkness weaves.
Fear not the valleys dark and low, for they shall soon arise
To mountaintops so high and beautiful before your eyes.
The day shall never end if it is not to start again,
And so the sun shall never set if not to rise again.
by Anthony Custodio-Pena ’26
One drop, one single torrent of water that lasts for a second,
That’s all it takes, so simple, so small, yet why this feeling,
My body feels like its on fire yet my cheeks feel moist,
My mind is at ease and thoughts are clear, no physical pain nor mental stress.
So why do these tears fall out of sight,
No vision, only water, no voice of comfort, only the comfort of silence and air, Are thou not at peace, peaceful silence for
the hectic lifestyle, a moment of rest, Yet these tears don’t make sense,
Was thou not happy, was I not happy, I was at a time, however not sad now.
Are these tears that of guilt or just my delusion,
No crime was committed, while my brain was realistic,
Do these tears mean nothing, are they as hollow in sentiment as they are with air, I love this world and my life, yet these tears do fall.
They must have meaning but for some strange reason it’s too complex to understand, To main possibilities proven
wrong, too main roads take and not enough paths open, Restart, reset, begin anew, where the road takes does not
provide a valid answer, It’s mind numbing, they only answer is that of water, flowing, moving, growing.
Shrinking into a drop and splattered on a pillow,
As sentimental as it may seem, as empty of a void that tear may feel, it’s mine,
It’s thin too, it’s as important as the blood in human veins.
No water is worth that of eternal slumber.
by Danielle Kercy ’26
“Bring back sprinkle munchkins!” I say to anyone who will listen.
Dunkin’ Donuts used to sell plain munchkins covered in rainbow sprinkles that my elementary classmates would gladly brawl over. To be fair, they didn’t taste particularly better than the other flavors. The sprinkles added a crunch and a hint of sweetness, but that was all. Those munchkins were a lot messier than the others. Sprinkles would get everywhere, and they were too small to properly clean up, but they brought color. Every time I opened a 50 count box of munchkins, a rainbow greeted me.
As I grew older, the boxes grew less colorful. Most times, I opened the box to see brown, tan, and white. It felt like the world was telling me, “Grow up.” Life isn’t meant to be covered in sprinkles, and it’s unrealistic to open boxes and expect rainbow sweetness every time. Growing up is accepting that. Growing up is learning to appreciate natural coloring instead of red 40, blue 2, and yellow 6. Society isn’t topped with sprinkles, but I don’t mind it anymore.
I find myself liking powdered munchkins more and more.
heal the hurt by Elizabeth Califano, ’28
sometimes it’s hard for me
to understand myself
to understand my own thoughts
to speak them out ever so mindlessly and
try to feel for a meaning,
fumbling for a light switch in the dark
scanning the wall and reaching out
searching for some direction
some way to see clearly
trying to decode my own riddles
i can’t grasp my own concepts sometimes
but i can when other people
struggle with the same
things
i do
i find a way to understand
i find a way to give the advice that i can’t take
i find a way to feel
i find a way to think as clear as the caribbean
i find a way to help
and find the answers to puzzles all my own
id rather heal other people’s wounds than stitch mine
i’d rather help than be helped
play the role of the wounded healer
removing the burdens from everyone else and taking on more as i go
id rather solve other people’s problems than acknowledge the ones that i’m forced to face
id rather live knowing that i made a difference
i’d rather wake up the next morning knowing i helped someone find a reason to stay
even though i have my own battles to fight
it never hurts to help someone struggling
because maybe the advice that i can’t take for myself
is the advice that they need to hear.
“What woman is this?” Viktoria Vakser, ‘26
What woman is this? If I look in the glass
I spy no one deserving of such name.
I know my fiery eyes are yet aflame
With some unbridled passion. If— alas!—
If woman be meek, my obstinance outweighs
Any vain fancies that I might be so;
If she be graceful— I’ve yet to outgrow
The carelessness of my impatient ways.
What woman? Nay, I see naught but a child
Who equally gives way to joy and tears;
Whose wisdom gathered o’er her sixteen years
Makes her, at best, half gentle and half wild…
But ne’er there was a girl so fain to learn,
And mend her ways, and thereby Woman earn.
Mourning Dove by Danielle Kercy ’26
Its cheeks are round with youth, and
its eyes are wide with innocence,
Bringing me to recall my own.
Its melancholic voice,
gently calling for what’s lost,
begging for the return of a morning that has passed,
a morning we cannot get back,
merely a memory.
Miles by Elizabeth Califano, ‘28
You’re close to me
because my heart holds you there
holds a house for you
with a freshly made bed and polished countertops
neatly folded clothes in organized closets
perfectly fluffed pillows and a vacuumed carpet
all for you
even though you’re miles away
but when you want to open the door
to the house
the keys are under the mat
slightly tarnished
from the rain and the storms
the dry heat that quickly turned humid
the cold temperatures that rose to ninety degrees in a day
all for you
yet you’re still miles away
so when you want to hold my hand
and come home
if you even realize there’s a home for you with me
drive the miles to come home
because the keys will still be under the doormat when you get here.
“Eden” by Aren Saraydarian ’26
Beyond the depths and pits of earthly grief,
A pasture lies with treasures yet unseen,
With trees and bushes each adorned in leaf,
And banks of rivers filled with waves so clean.
A peace it holds that no man understands,
A song it sings that no ear comprehends.
The waves so calmly wash upon the sands
Along the river’s path which smoothly bends.
Each chirping bird and every breathing thing
That wanders in this haven up above,
Gives praise and glory to the endless King,
Who fancied such a paradise for love.
Alas, this garden man did sometime know,
But fell beyond its waters deep below.
The Road of Friendship by Theresa Stender ’29
The road of friendship is difficult
to know because sometimes it lasts
a lifetime while sometimes it crashes and
falls and sometimes makes promises
knowing how hard they are to keep or
says “it’ll be forever” but it never knows
how long “forever” will be .
Then one day things could change for
better or for worse, the promises may be
kept and other times they won’t
It’s ok to hurt .
You’ll find another friend
in a day a week or year who
will help light the way along
the road on which friendship goes
Lilies
by Aren Saraydarian ’26
I see the sun arising high,
A cloud not known in all the sky.
Awaiting me a journey lies,
A journey through this land of light.
Afar I walk all through the land,
The grass and flow’rs beneath my hand.
A song of joy runs through my veins,
Again it plays throughout the day.
A stream there is which ever flows,
With peace it cleanses all my woes.
Its waves make glad my somber soul,
And on its shores my heart will dance.
So on I race through endless field,
By all its room my soul is healed.
The hills bow down, the seas will rage,
Each passing dove replies my song.
At last I’m free like birds to soar,
I toil not a single chore.
The sun so brightly shines its rays,
I feel at home, at last I’m free.
But here I wait in deepened grief,
My life usurped by Death the thief.
Oh here I lie to dream of love,
While here I lie cold, dark, and dead.
I’ve heard that Death is soft
so that when we hold it,
it does not callous our hands.
But when I play the guitar
you gave me, I press the strings
too hard and leave valleys
running across my fingertips.
The chords aren’t kind.
The rhythms aren’t pitying.
Death isn’t soft.
Good sir! When I behold thee proud and tall,
Full of thyself, commanding, seeking praise,
Withholding all advance, all kindly phrase,
Thy sullen mouth turn’d downward, and withal
An unforgiving man! Still then I fall
And yearn, and seek, and melt at thy caresses,
Still then I lift my face at thine addresses,
Believe thy flatt’ring words, await thy call…
But Heav’n! when I see thee as one transformed
Rememb’ring not thyself in straits of love—
Angels fall short of thee, nor yet conformed
Is Heaven to our souls, lifted above…
Then hasten not, good sir, to speak a word:
Thy gentle gaze belies thy sullen storms.
“Painting of a Castle” by Elizabeth Kalin Tynan, ’26
Artwork by Lauren Reyes ’26, “New Friends”
“Pink Dogwoods” by ChloeAnn Cajuste ’28
“Soft Glowing Lamp” by Sophia Sontag ’27
“Memory of a Boat Trip” by Lauren Reyes, ’26
“Overgrown” by Rosann Passalacqua An impressionist painting of the memory of my grandparents’ backyard garden.
Painting: “Let Music Free Your Soul” by Mia Rose Spence ’30, The Renaissance Challenge Winner
Ashlynn Newsome ’25 Reese Holloway ’25 Tristan Weber ’31 Emily Fox ’31
“Energy Doll” Illustration by Brandi Licato ’24
“Mary, Mother of God” In celebration of the Month of the Rosary and the Feast of Our Lady of the Rosary. Rosann Passalacqua, ’27